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.eirto ediera.
.2wentieth.
.Shatekian host.
.Tp Graduant.
.cam-whorer.
.stars gazer.
.big dreamer.
.brown.
.e-Business Entrepreneur


.graduaTion.
.culinary academy.
.zenStone.
.w910i.
.license.
.move out.
.red vaio.
.loose weight.
.happy family.
.soulmate.


.new image.
.earns lotsa money.
.learns fishing.
.attend sewing lesson.
.shopping spree.
.travel abroad.
.dyes her hair.
.owns a small fridge.
.ear candling.
.star-shaped accessories.
.visits dentist.
.smile always =).
.chocs alice crocs.
.own closet.
.improve her communication skills.
.smaller butt.
.volunteerism.
.swap a better paid job.


.ifumissme.
.lookoutforthemoonlite.
.ifuadoresme.
.doholdmetite.
.ifuloveme.
.dosaysoeachnite.
.butifuhateme.
.it'llbealrite.






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...started!~

Jan '09 her Journey has just begun!


Glad I watched Delicatessen
Saturday, October 2, 2010
(It's my very first post)
Am left with only 3 months before my attachment ends.

One word LOST
One feeling CONFUSED
One aim FUTURE

Where shall i begin? Wait. How shall i begin?!! No, no. WHAT shall i begin?!!!
Am lost and confused and it involve my future.

After watching Delicatessen for the very first time (episode 3, repeat version)..am super impressed and wowwed with the storyline of the cooking show + drama. Wished I could watch from the beginning.

Somehow it does relate to my life especially right now. But, of course!!! A lil bit different situation. He have the luxurious kitchen to experiment things unlike me, which I wish hard I could have them some day. Also he have a family business that involve running a restaurant unlike, again, me... I have nothing!! Z.E.R.O
No related background and definitely am the only one who love this and going for it with all my heart. I have no regrets about this. There's always something difference in every family.

I envy the strong compassion he is working out and amazingly we share the same love-for the stars and we believe reaching for it, is the key to success.

Unlike me, although i've been collecting "glow in the dark" stars for several years back, i only keep them in boxes and bottles.
But for him, he pasted onto the ceiling walls and gaze them each night making them "sebagai perangsang dalam hidup untuk maju" I too, wanted to do that so badly but, nevermind.. It simply hard to explain. I am really not sure when will this family gonna move out to a new home, new life, new environment....

Home? Family? House? All these does matter to my future. But as I mention earlier.. Where. How. What am I gonna start with?...is the biggest challenge in my life.

*Life is just confusing

Ps- For now, I could only gaze the real stars when am being asked out by friends once in a while.. Wish i could gaze them in my room too,everyday...

5:09 AM

Star Missy
Monday, November 2, 2009
Star light star bright,
The first star I see tonight,
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.
Star Gazing moments is bein missed!!!!

12:17 AM

dear diary
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Dear diary,

u sound pretty lonely
and i noe i've not been a good blogger to u
and am so sorry.
really i do.

there is so much things that i wanna share
but it seem i dun have much time to sit down to share it with u
too many joy
so many hopes
so much tears of sadness
not forgettin happy times too

i shud not have to blame the time
i shudnt be blaming the resources that am lacking too
maybe am just not a good blogger
but how i wish i have a lappy of my own now
to share those moments with u... my blog

4:36 PM

Visitin doc when am not sick
Friday, July 17, 2009

2:36 PM

Searchin for Satriyo
Thursday, July 16, 2009

4:32 AM

Missin Swissotel moments!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

4:30 AM

The blog has missed out lotsa of things! Really!
Monday, July 13, 2009

4:28 AM